even the outspoken SJWs in vancouver be like “I only hate abusers when I can gain clout from it”

I had no weed OR alcohol last night which was hard cause there’s one beer in the fridge and I was really tempted. I think I got maybe 2 hours of sleep and had a fucked up dream that woke me up at 4:30. still, any sleep is better than none. I think the only thing working for me right now is not forcing a bed time or a strict ritual. I know that’s what every single doctor says to do but it forces you to overthink your sleeping habits and that always fucks with me. It’s much better for me to like… not care about sleeping at ALL, like don’t even THINK about sleeping, just stay up and watch youtube videos, play games, read a book or whatever. I’ve been staying up kind of late recently but at least I’m going to bed with my brain exhausted from the stimuli and ready to shut off.

I’m tryna give the middle finger to society and grow weed in the mountains somewhere who’s with me?

I strongly believe my main purpose on this earth is to defy peoples expectations and confuse the shit outta them.

love all you nonsensical bastards

me: uses a VPN to search how to adjust the breaks on my bike cause I don’t want big brother knowing that I Have Legs

I wish I didn’t have to stop (or at least extremely limit) smoking weed because it fucks up my dream of being an action sports youtube gamer who takes bong chops on camera and plays Skate 3. Yes it’s a weird niche but it exists.

I actually fell asleep without smoking weed last night and stayed asleep for most of the night. I only slept for about 5 hours and still had some mild night sweats but overall I’m pretty happy with the quality of sleep I had.

To make things even better it’s also GST day so I woke up to $142 deposited into my bank, which I desperately needed cause I had -$6 last night lol… thank you Canadian government.

Spent the first day of the year skating and then playing bass in a new band with my twin brother, so I’m pretty psyched. I’ve always wanted to play bass in a band and it’s already really fun. Plus getting to be in a band with my twin is a dream come true. I have today off as well but it’s going to rain soon so I think it’s just a clean the house/play video games/eat snacks type of day.